Muhammed

For you, the world seems to be something so previsible, real, exact. But I am going saying, it is not, habibi. Thus as we are not the same everyday, the world is more than a picture, a rational picture, with nice and clear days or beauty. I can not say to you I am complete. I am not. I am someone who is always in transmutation, but I am sure about my feelings today, now. Going ahead with my days, I don't ask where the road is going to. I just live . Don't ask too much about the living feeling, just keep living! I am a complex person, nor more neither less perfect...so faraway from this, habibi...tangled on my own thoughts. Don't judge me, I am someone who has a point of view, particular, part of my own reality. The realities can be mixed, the mine, the yours. and this is called 'relationship'. Don't try to deny, don't try to refuse. It is a fact in our lives. We are together forever, even with boundaries, with distances in limiting. This is not a lie, it is not something we can say it is not truth. it is inside our inner. We will never forget. It is like a chip inside our brain and I am happy because I could live all I had lived with you. I am really grateful. I hope I never forget the way we met. Ana bahebak. Shukran.

Habibatee butterfly, Liz.